All Consuming Beauty

is it wrong to want to throw the woman i love up against a wall?

To be capable enough to restrain both her wrist with a flick of my own?

is it so wrong to want to earn such a victory?

To have such an act of brutal passion turned into puppy play?

its wrong to see such a woman sumbit to such inferiority

To see her weakness owns her instead of empowers her

its wrong to see such a light once blinding growing dull

To know there was one I could not reignite

Your silence is your greatest betrayer. In your silence you confirm all my nightmares, your silence validates all my fears. Because in your silence I see the truths your weakness keeps them from ever gaining voice. The deafening roar of your silence pulls upon my soul. My heart aches in such a silence as yours. Because why else would one such as you stay silent? Is it the fear of how such truths will effect me if spoken aloud? So in your weakness you stay silent knowing that I already have the anwser you would speak.

Your silence is torturous
Your silence is deafening
Your silence betrays you

Just because I know whats true does not mean I am free of doubts without your soft voice to quiet the demons within.

Why is it whenever I like a girl it isn’t enough? Why must some dude mean more? Yet when another man hurts your heart and treats you like dirt you come around with tears in your eyes and your teeth dripping whys. Telling me about all the lies, but it okay cuz he try’s. Then time goes by and your single again. So should I hope that this time you’ll pick me, but you won’t will you? I do hope he treats you right. I do hope he makes you smile. But most off all I hope he’s capable of appreciating all of you. In all the ways you know I do.